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I'm still alive!
I'm still alive!
Well I know I have no forgiveness for any of you and much less of my blog, but these days really have not been very well inspiration seems to be dying every day more and apparently if you do not fix what is happening inside me die soon end ... what happens? Well no, I just think it's one of those gusts and was extended to the limit of that lately all I want is sleep and sleep and sleep if that and try to solve my existential conflicts can be called sleep, because then I'm screwed.
Lately I realize that addiction is a terrible thing in human life, terrible that it makes you dependent and somewhat useless. In these days eh found my escape existential find work, but it seems that is not an option, because so far it has not worked ... I feel melancoholica because I miss being productive, I believe and so far I realize that I am of those who need to be doing things and feeling useful and productive to be right with the universe. Unfortunately my life again eh sleepless excessive, breakfast of coffee and cigarette and my enclosure at home sleeping so I would not starve or simply the day pass more light and fast ... waiting for the call not know who to not only under the guise of knowing that I'm still alive and this is not a madhouse ... Ahh that was reasonably
Sabines as saying that "this is like leaving an asylum to enter a cemetery," I feel alone, completely alone ... in vital starvation ... I want this to end and nothing else I see no way out ... yesterday to remember the simple fact I started to mourn ... is well that one can not rely on others' feelings toward each other to be good ... but what if those others are immensely important for you and you realize that you are not You? What happens? As she does one for these things do not hurt?
Sometimes I would go as far as possible and start a new life, change of name, language, life, and forget all those bonds that I have slowly dying here ... I feel I let them tell you this but a while the-art my life is over, I never thought I ever tell you this but is the day to day ... I will not know how much time, but keep reading ... a big kiss, a hug and I read to us soon.
I love you and thank you for this little universe that I give away.
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